D-word + M-word

I’m at that stage of my life where i can’t pretend to be something else. I am what i am. During my younger days, i thought i was so many things. All at once. Today, i look at myself only to see that i find it difficult to be even one thing at a time. As a kid, i assumed i won’t last a quarter of a century. Today i want to live at least 200 years, if not…