I’ve been in a lot of pain of late. My back hurts a lot and my head aches too. Much against my self-serving principles, i took four painkillers this week. I don’t think i’ve done that before. On my own, i mean. Must have taken loads of tablets under medical supervision fosho. Going by conditions, i pretty much need to visit a doc soon. But then, i don’t trust them. Most of them are terrible listeners. I try to tell them how things are with my constitution while they are too busy checking out my tattoos. Doesn’t work when a listener is judging you when s/he should be empathising with your fragility. Anyway, i need to get back in shape. I miss my stamina. Oh, i miss my six-pack abs which i took for granted. I hope they miss me as much as i miss them. I need to eat well and on time. I ought to run, swim, play football regularly. Waise, i played football today after ages. I must admit i never felt THIS old ever before. People my age were running like they’ve trained when they haven’t made me diffident about my lifestyle choices. The only plus point being i got a wakeup call. I must make my muscles count for what they were meant for instead of withering away assuming i’m getting older and weaker. I should do something about it. I don’t really know what went wrong with me. I stayed away from bad habits and never indulged in anything that would make me regret later. I don’t know how i ended up so fucking weak! Even the excuse that when you’re approaching 30, you feel like you’re ageing faster than ever before (although nobody else believes you) isn’t working either!
Weak in, weak out
Weak in, weak out
Weak in, weak out
I’ve been in a lot of pain of late. My back hurts a lot and my head aches too. Much against my self-serving principles, i took four painkillers this week. I don’t think i’ve done that before. On my own, i mean. Must have taken loads of tablets under medical supervision fosho. Going by conditions, i pretty much need to visit a doc soon. But then, i don’t trust them. Most of them are terrible listeners. I try to tell them how things are with my constitution while they are too busy checking out my tattoos. Doesn’t work when a listener is judging you when s/he should be empathising with your fragility. Anyway, i need to get back in shape. I miss my stamina. Oh, i miss my six-pack abs which i took for granted. I hope they miss me as much as i miss them. I need to eat well and on time. I ought to run, swim, play football regularly. Waise, i played football today after ages. I must admit i never felt THIS old ever before. People my age were running like they’ve trained when they haven’t made me diffident about my lifestyle choices. The only plus point being i got a wakeup call. I must make my muscles count for what they were meant for instead of withering away assuming i’m getting older and weaker. I should do something about it. I don’t really know what went wrong with me. I stayed away from bad habits and never indulged in anything that would make me regret later. I don’t know how i ended up so fucking weak! Even the excuse that when you’re approaching 30, you feel like you’re ageing faster than ever before (although nobody else believes you) isn’t working either!